I didn't know when it would come but I knew last night when I got the lay-in that it came exactly two months early. This morning I had my parole interview. I gathered all my support letters and my parole packet to make sure I had all my references right if I got nervous and hesitated or forgot. I met with a representative of the parole board, not an actual board member. Even still, it's a good thing I brought my stuff because I did get nervous and hesitated and forgot.

The representative asked me about my criminal history, job history and educational background. I gave details about my probation violations that got me here - each one technical and self-reported. We moved on to my accomplishments since I've been in prison and I showed her my certificates and college transcripts. I gave her the addresses I would like to parole to and told her my plans including work and college.

Finally she asked me why I should be granted parole. I answered that I have completed counseling and realize how much I have hurt my family. I have matured since my crime (committed at age 14) and have plans to complete a master's degree and serve my community. I also have my family and many friends who are waiting to give support upon my release.

I don't think it was possible to know how it went, but I think it was as good as it could be. I was nervously shaking and was slow with some answers because I was nervous. The rest of the day I've been thinking about things I could have added. Now comes the period of even more nervousness: the excited, anxious, hopeful waiting for an answer. I was told that I would hear back in about three months, but I've seen guys get an answer much faster. It would be so cool to be home for Christmas.